The language Of Silence

 We are breaking apart by these silences,

There is so much pain in our hearts,

as we try to speak the words in our hearts through these silences.

I am trying to find answers to your questions

only to start questioning myself.

I don't know what to do anymore.

Walking in the nightmare, 

as silences took us to a

 place full of questions.

Why I have to go through this? 

Does it matter if I stick with this.

This thing we have seeded and watered

 and waited patiently for it to bloom, 

but now the bloom has shriveled 

as our voices got unlistened.

This thing we called love,

it was hollowed by our careless words,

only leaving behind these silences.

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No Matter What

 I am tired of making it up to you.

I am tried of standing on your fake standards

cause no matter what I do,

 it's like you search for your versions of truth.

As you pick your lines,

 you would say when I fail,

I was waiting for you to show me some good faith and say that you believe in me.

To pinpoint the smallest of things, saying that it isn't enough as it is.

That I didn't take it seriously, 

that I didn't cared enough.

That I slept on my bestest of skills, that I wasted my talent in Abyss.

I am tired of being with you,

 cause I think that no matter what I do, 

it will never be enough for you.

These strings between me and you will stretch with so much pain,

And then they will break.

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Words Of A Bored Man

 Too old to know something new,

 but too young to know something old.

I am stuck in a weird time loop 

trying to get by these unceasing days.

I am thinking about some very specific details

cause I got nothing else I wanna do.

Eating similar food, wearing similar clothes, 

taking the same bus every day.

I sometimes feel like rather than living every day

I am living in a day

A day so long, yet so short, 

one that never ends yet passes in a blink.

Because there is nothing I could think of that happened today,

 that makes me look forward to tomorrow.

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Love Formula

 After meeting you,

 I just knew that you are the one for me.

I searched around to find the trends,

following those tested and perfect formulas of making one fall in love,

I tried to work them all on you,

I tried to fit in the equation 

they say you need to be in,

 to find love.

For some time all I could do

 was to work my mind on 

how to be that perfect one,

who is more likely to be the one 

for you.

Even when you asked true thoughts, 

I don't know why I ended up lying,

maybe because I was too scared to be the one you don't wanna be with.

It took me a long time to realize,

but now I do

That all along there was no formula,

It was just about me and you.

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Careless Yet Cautious

 For a moment I stopped,

thinking about it again.

Even though I have thought,

that I have come far away.

Away from the half-spoken words,

and those lingering thoughts that make my head burn.

Away from the shaky voice,

and that looking down, grinding my teeth.

Away from the whispers,

and those mental fingers my ways.

But sometimes, no matter how much you fight

they will just get stronger,

till you're weakened enough

to not know what to say.

So, now I wanna change my way

cause I know that there's no need to think about those mental fingers,

those whispers, and that 'what will they think'.

cause no matter how nervous you are in this crowd,

You just need to know everything is and will be just alright.

I know it is hard to change your way,

but sometimes all it needs

is to lose yourself in the careless yet cautious waves.

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Merry Christmas

 I have nothing to say to you today,

The weather is cold, this city is colder

and the peoples are coldest.

But still, somehow the world seems bright 

as I stand under these dazzling lights.

I don't know what this day means to you

but for me, it lies in the smiles of little children 

as they watch these dazzling lights.

It lies in the cheesy old songs,

whose lyrics I never learned but still, know somehow

It lies in the cringey, overly sweet commercials and fake discount signs, 

some fancy food, and last-minute shopping.

I don't why I feel so warm inside

it's like this every year around this time,

maybe I am encapsulated by these festive vibes.

I have so much to say to you, today

and it all comes down to 'Merry Christmas'.

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Ideas of Love

 We drove around chasing the moonlight,

You told me your ideas of love

The aspiration filled my senses

with the wonderworlds and the voices of ' he is the one '

You sang the vows of how it was higher than the sky, deeper than the sea,

then why now it seems like we were never ought to be.

Oh, you wishful thinker,

you said you heard my unsaid words 

then why always unheard my screams.

A dumb cheesy line, oh yes! it must be something like it

and not that comfortable feeling that makes everything seems fine.

When I was waiting and waiting,

just waiting for your answers

You just said

' My dearest wait a moment longer and longer ',

maybe forever

No, never, I don't wanna be in your forever cause it's brittle, it changes too fast, it's fake and dumb like your ideas of what love is.

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But Not

I smile as he stands by my side

and everything feels perfect, but not.

We always shout, then cry 

but we always makeup, but not.

This house still smells of dreams,

that came true, but not.

We hold each other's hands as we walk 

on  perilous lines and gets over them, but not.

This house is filled with 'I love you's '

that makes our heart glow, but not.

Because the care is fake, like the love

and this house of cards, 

but we still try to work it out, but not.

Time flies, lies burn, the truth comes around

 and hides behind another lie 

and we flew far from it towards a happy perfect life, but not.

These Days

                                 

These days it sounds like cicadas in summer,

like the smell of pinewood dancing around

me in the night wind.

like a faint light of the streetlamp warms up the whole scene.

These days it looks like a musical daydream

with weird thoughts and weirder dreams,

like a blushing heart that warms me up.

These days someone feels only a step away,

a lonely thought of whom makes my heart crowded.