Merry Christmas

 I have nothing to say to you today,

The weather is cold, this city is colder

and the peoples are coldest.

But still, somehow the world seems bright 

as I stand under these dazzling lights.

I don't know what this day means to you

but for me, it lies in the smiles of little children 

as they watch these dazzling lights.

It lies in the cheesy old songs,

whose lyrics I never learned but still, know somehow

It lies in the cringey, overly sweet commercials and fake discount signs, 

some fancy food, and last-minute shopping.

I don't why I feel so warm inside

it's like this every year around this time,

maybe I am encapsulated by these festive vibes.

I have so much to say to you, today

and it all comes down to 'Merry Christmas'.

Hey Guys, Hope you are having a beautiful Christmas

Do tell any about any grammatical mistakes in the comments.

Happy reading and Merry Christmas

Ideas of Love

 We drove around chasing the moonlight,

You told me your ideas of love

The aspiration filled my senses

with the wonderworlds and the voices of ' he is the one '

You sang the vows of how it was higher than the sky, deeper than the sea,

then why now it seems like we were never ought to be.

Oh, you wishful thinker,

you said you heard my unsaid words 

then why always unheard my screams.

A dumb cheesy line, oh yes! it must be something like it

and not that comfortable feeling that makes everything seems fine.

When I was waiting and waiting,

just waiting for your answers

You just said

' My dearest wait a moment longer and longer ',

maybe forever

No, never, I don't wanna be in your forever cause it's brittle, it changes too fast, it's fake and dumb like your ideas of what love is.

There might be some grammatical errors in this one, if you find one please tell me in comments,

happy reading and have a beautiful day 

But Not

I smile as he stands by my side

and everything feels perfect, but not.

We always shout, then cry 

but we always makeup, but not.

This house still smells of dreams,

that came true, but not.

We hold each other's hands as we walk 

on  perilous lines and gets over them, but not.

This house is filled with 'I love you's '

that makes our heart glow, but not.

Because the care is fake, like the love

and this house of cards, 

but we still try to work it out, but not.

Time flies, lies burn, the truth comes around

 and hides behind another lie 

and we flew far from it towards a happy perfect life, but not.

These Days

                                 

These days it sounds like cicadas in summer,

like the smell of pinewood dancing around

me in the night wind.

like a faint light of the streetlamp warms up the whole scene.

These days it looks like a musical daydream

with weird thoughts and weirder dreams,

like a blushing heart that warms me up.

These days someone feels only a step away,

a lonely thought of whom makes my heart crowded.